No Laptop
Finally managed to spend time using the internet. A few days since I last used the internet since I lent my laptop to my sis's friend for 2 weeks. Managed to spend a bit of time to use my bro's laptop while he is busy with his TV.
Met up with Derek on Friday for dinner. Sigh. It seems like his mdm has some really big problems against him and i guess it is really hard for him. But how? I guess this is life and we just cant run away from the problems. I really miss the days when I was just a kid, not that I am a super old man now, but thinking back about the wonderful days I had as a kid... I really miss it.
I guess we are not as innocent as what we were, and this is definitely true for my case. Sometimes I wonder why I do certain things, but i know this is what the subconscious mind is telling me. As we grow older, as we leave college, we see people, we see different people. I saw people who just hated me, like what I did to someone else in the past. I saw people who backstabbed me, like what I thought no one would have done to me. I have learnt. I have grown. I know how to be a hypocrite. I know how to switch faces. I know I need to suck-up to people and do things that I don't like. Say that I am a sucker I don't care. I say this is public relations. Things and experiences that I went through made me like this. Go through the same things I went through you will most likely do the same. Survival. The word is survival. To survive, I need to do all these.
Met up with Bear and JJ during weekend. Trained to Tampines to get JJ's new specs, then headed to Marina Square for dinner at Kenny Rogers. Lots of chatting at McCafe, before we went to catch a late movie - Vantage Point. Hmm... show was quite okay.
Sunday spent the day 'sao mu - ing". Morning went to bedok area with parents and bro to meet up my auntie to go temple pray my maternal grandparents. Afternoon, headed to balestier to pray my paternal grandfather and grandauntie/uncle. 'saomu' these years is so different as to when I was still a little kid, where the graves were still not excavated at Choa Chu Kang. Everyone on the chartered bus, chatting, on the bumpy ride.... I miss those times....
It seems like 'saomu' doesn't really carry anymore meaning these days. Such a big family, and only a pathetic few attend to this. Busy? Excuse bah. It it was a top priority, there is no reason to be unable to attend. I guess in maybe 2 more generations, 'sao-mu' will no longer be a neccesity at all!
Met up with Derek on Friday for dinner. Sigh. It seems like his mdm has some really big problems against him and i guess it is really hard for him. But how? I guess this is life and we just cant run away from the problems. I really miss the days when I was just a kid, not that I am a super old man now, but thinking back about the wonderful days I had as a kid... I really miss it.
I guess we are not as innocent as what we were, and this is definitely true for my case. Sometimes I wonder why I do certain things, but i know this is what the subconscious mind is telling me. As we grow older, as we leave college, we see people, we see different people. I saw people who just hated me, like what I did to someone else in the past. I saw people who backstabbed me, like what I thought no one would have done to me. I have learnt. I have grown. I know how to be a hypocrite. I know how to switch faces. I know I need to suck-up to people and do things that I don't like. Say that I am a sucker I don't care. I say this is public relations. Things and experiences that I went through made me like this. Go through the same things I went through you will most likely do the same. Survival. The word is survival. To survive, I need to do all these.
Met up with Bear and JJ during weekend. Trained to Tampines to get JJ's new specs, then headed to Marina Square for dinner at Kenny Rogers. Lots of chatting at McCafe, before we went to catch a late movie - Vantage Point. Hmm... show was quite okay.
Sunday spent the day 'sao mu - ing". Morning went to bedok area with parents and bro to meet up my auntie to go temple pray my maternal grandparents. Afternoon, headed to balestier to pray my paternal grandfather and grandauntie/uncle. 'saomu' these years is so different as to when I was still a little kid, where the graves were still not excavated at Choa Chu Kang. Everyone on the chartered bus, chatting, on the bumpy ride.... I miss those times....
It seems like 'saomu' doesn't really carry anymore meaning these days. Such a big family, and only a pathetic few attend to this. Busy? Excuse bah. It it was a top priority, there is no reason to be unable to attend. I guess in maybe 2 more generations, 'sao-mu' will no longer be a neccesity at all!
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